Tuesday, 22 January 2008

Not the Most Depressing Day of the Year....

....  But the most infuriating!

For some reason I've been in a really bad mood today.  I was up late and had about ten minutes to get ready for work and even then I had to get a lift instead of walking to work.  I like my walk to work and If I don't do it I really feel it all day, it wakes me up, de-stresses me a bit, makes me feel fitter and the views on the way are really pretty whatever the weather.  I also listen to my mp3 player on the way and get my good music fix, which I need because I prepare salads first thing on a morning whilst stood next to a radio that plays rubbish all day, spaced intermittently with a good song or the news and weather. 

I've been stressed and rushed all day as a result, and then on the way home I was picked up by my Mum, who had been looking after Alexia today (which she does every Tuesday), and I'd barely walked  a step!  I'd been especially looking forward to my walk home today because I needed de-stressing after the day I'd had and I'd missed out on my walk this morning.  As a consequence of this I was snappy with my Mum and older Sister despite the fact that they had no idea why I was annoyed and were only trying to help.

Poor Alexia has a fat lip after a fall this morning with Paul.  She's only just started walking and she's still very unsteady on her feet, she'll have a million more falls like this but it's still sad seeing her poor sore lip and grazed cheek and forehead.  She still wouldn't sleep tonight and I left Paul with her while I had a shower.  She's finally asleep now, but for how long is anyone's guess, she's already woken up once!

Today I decided I don't want to be a fitness trainer or housewife, and I'd like a job that doesn't deal with people too much!

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